Live like a Hero, never die like a willian

Being with the humanity today i ve made my rules. ..the rules who always fucks me. And i am forced to live a miserable life.. i ve been always white, i ve gone with being fair to everyone,and i am today a part of law and order..and the democracy. I may act as hero for the world but i am not that person. Humanity ends thinking goes low when ur confidence leaves you. We may get chance too to recorrect our mistakes. But in between we have fotget what the word trust means. I broke the trust of the people and they have leaved my side.  Today no one is with me.

Insaniyat mujhe bhula chuki hai...kyonki insaniyat v sirf usi ko yaad rakhti hai jo 'insan' hote hai. Aur mai sayad aj insan nahi hu. Mujhme wo viswas nahi jo log sayad mujh se chahte hai.. mai duniya k nazar me to hero ban chuka hu par meri zameer ne mujhe wilian bana diya hai.
You are a hero till you are alive.. and you if you wants to die you will have to be a willian. Never gone wrong the theory of relativity by einstien. For someone you are a willian but at same time you are a hero too for someone..
But the important thing is that what role your heart choose for you.
And what people wants from ur trust.
Was the demand is fair or not!

Koi to Apna hoga..

Mere dil me aj kya hai..tu kahe to mai bata du...magar kaise?? Kon sunn'na chahta hai meri baat..kyo aisa aaj lagta hai ki koi apna ho kar v apna nahi hai..sath ho kar v saath nahi hai.. kya hota hai us zahan me zaha koi kisi ka apna nahi hota...
Uske muskaan ki kimat kya hogi kiski ek boond ki aansuo se saat samandar bik jate ho? Kya har ghadi koi kisi ko yaad kar sakta hai? Han..kar sakta hai...magar tabhi jab samne wala bhi use yaad kar raha ho......
Aye dil-e-nadaan..aye dil-e-nadaan....hum bhatkte hai...kyo bhatakte hai....is pyar k dariya me...........zindagi maut se tanha ho rahi hai...wAqt takdir ka mukkadar nahi likh sakta yaro to kya meri kismat likh payega?
Ab to darr lagta hai unse ishq karne me ji... dil to baccha hai ji....
Ro ro kar guzarti hai ab zindagi unki yaad me...jaise mano taras raha ho khuda kisi ki fariyaad se....kafan v na mile us musafir ko to kya ho?  Jo ja mar raha ho apni manzil ki talash me?
Life is important....but the more important is living it..
Har wo insaan jo jinda hai....wo jeeta nahi aur har wo insaan jo mara ho wo marta nahi...
Kismat aur khel ki  baat nahi hai ye pyar..
Wo kehte hai na....
Har faisle hote nahi sikke uchaal hai...
Ye ishq hai yaro zara dekh bhaal k............

Pata nahi kyo... Aj aisa laga

Nind v kya chiz hoti hai..sab kuch bhula dene ke liye kafi.. Magar kya
if k hum kuch chizo ko na bhulana chahe aur khud ko chot pahuchaye..
Bs wahi kar rha hu mai.. 2.30 am se jyada ho rha hai..aur mai khud ko
maar rha hu.. Kehte hai ki yaadon ko bhulana bhot mushkil hota hai..
Aur use bhul kar wapas sametna aur bhi muskil, kyo? ..nahi pata par ye
dard dete hai, aur ye dard bhale hi koi keh de ki meetha hota hai,
magar aisa nahi hai.. Ye sach me bhot dukh pahuchata hai..beete kal ko
soch kar aj ka life sirf waste lagta hai..jaise ki kisi jali hui panne
par fir likhna chahta hu mai.. Jo ki puri trah se na-mumkin hai.. Jane
kaise is zahan me itni yaadien sanjo kar rakhte hai log.. Bhot muskil
ho jata hai jeena jb apka apna apke sath na ho aur jo ho apke sath wo
apko apna na samjhe. . . .kis waqht kya ho sakta hai koi nahi janta. .
. . . . . . .human brain is difficult to understant but human nature
is just impossible.
Escaping problems is the most easiest thing in this world..but kya
agar sabse acha rashta yahi ho? If nahi, the aakhir raasta ho ? Tb
kya? Kya sahi aur kya galat yaha..yaha to bs khud me bhagne k alawa
kuch nahi.. I knw k in baaton ka koi matlb nahi thik is post ke jaise.
Par kya ye dil kavi khush reh payega? ........aur nind hamesa sb gamm
bhula deti h?

| Rafta Rafta Ho Gayi Tu Meri 'Khushi'.. |

Mar Jaiye Par Aankhein
Na Hatayiye.. ..
------RAFTA-RAFTA------
A Show Of Internal feelings with her...
Rafta-rafta ho gayi tu hi
meri zindagi..
Lafz na jane,
Fir bhi bayan hota hai..
Har aashiqui me dillagi
nai hoti,
Fir bhi pyaar hota hai..
Tanhayion ke sitam me,
Bante hai afshane..
Preet ke ek mushquan
par,
Sau zindagi khurban
hota hai ..
Mann me thi kuch
halchal,
Jo sayad dikh na rahi thi..
par dekhne ko majbur
tha dil,
Jal rahi thi raaz..
Phir bhi chup tha dil,
Darr tha ki kahe pighla
na de..
Wo aag iss mom se dil
ko,
Pagal thi wo stupid..
Jo aa gai pass mere,
Par mai bhi chahta tha..
ki rahe wo sath mere,
Rafta rafta ho gayi..
charon taraf roshni,
sajde me tere sar hai..
Thoda sa dil me dar hai,
kaise karoon main
bayaan..
Lafzo se bayan karne ki,
Zaroorat na thi..
Hosh me rehne ki,
Fursat na thi..
Rehna to chahte the,
Behosh unki bahoon me..
pPar kambakht WaQt ,
aur jagah sahi na thi..
Jaanu na,
Jaanu na.. jaanu naa,
Rfata rafta ho gai..

Maut se Fariyad

Zindagi ko chor ka aayi aye Maut...sun le aaj tu vek fariyad, mera
yaar hai tere aagosh me jo..use utha kar mujhe apni bahon me le le,
itna to rehmat barsa ki aaj jo tu zindagi chor kar aya hai use maut se
na dara, aur na hi tu mere is Zindagi se darr..

Tootne Ka Bahana

Kashh ki Ek ghadi...
Hatho me hathkadi,
zala ke bhing gayi..
Zindagi hi jal gayi...

Saansh me Nami,
Waqht me kami,
sajda samajh ya rushwa..
Haqikat samajh ya sapna..

Hoth pe Roshni..
Kahi ban na jaye Chingari..
Lehro ki Majhdar me kahi fash na jaye Zindgani.....
Bujhate bujate ye aag, kahi bujh na jaye Pani.

Tut kar kahi bikhar na jaye..
Bikhar kar kahi kho Na jaye..
Kho bhi jao agar tum..
To bhi mujhe chor na jao..

Aa jao ab to aa jao..
Bahane to bhot hote hai;
Fir se sambhalne ke..
Par is Na chiz ke khatir,
Jaan Kabhi tum toot na Jao..

22.55 13.09.12

On 9/23/12, Abhishek made in loveistan <abhishekawara12345@gmail.com> wrote:
> Nothing to loose,
> thinking just of you.. <3
> it was clear my heartbeat was so fast..
> The runoff of the time was like streaming water at Night..
> The Lights reflection was just like My sparkling eyes..
> It was not because my eyes were gazzeling..
> It was due to the eyes i'd been with was crying..
> Even the broken eyes can cry now...
> No matter 'where was my tear's'
> It was just the set of Emotions,
> which created the disturbance..
> In only a Single Night I was completely Destroyed..
> Sense's of mine were lost..
> Attitude of mine were like Apocolypse.
> Where everyone had to die..
> But at last my sense's was Active and i found, i was Alone..
> I was the only person who was disturbed.. And the text i wrote..were
> the disturbance.
> 23:00 , sunday, 9th sept 2012
>
> On 8/30/12, Abhishek made in loveistan <abhishekawara12345@gmail.com>
> wrote:
>> A new beginings...
>>
>

Not with the Sense

Nothing to loose,
thinking just of you.. <3
it was clear my heartbeat was so fast..
The runoff of the time was like streaming water at Night..
The Lights reflection was just like My sparkling eyes..
It was not because my eyes were gazzeling..
It was due to the eyes i'd been with was crying..
Even the broken eyes can cry now...
No matter 'where was my tear's'
It was just the set of Emotions,
which created the disturbance..
In only a Single Night I was completely Destroyed..
Sense's of mine were lost..
Attitude of mine were like Apocolypse.
Where everyone had to die..
But at last my sense's was Active and i found, i was Alone..
I was the only person who was disturbed.. And the text i wrote..were
the disturbance.
23:00 , sunday, 9th sept 2012

On 8/30/12, Abhishek made in loveistan <abhishekawara12345@gmail.com> wrote:
> A new beginings...
>