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Saturday, March 9, 2013

Worm of 69mm

          A Day UnLike Another Day
A blur image of a white and brown object of 69mm appeared which was kept on my dining stool nearby the night lamp in fresh white morning. I made my hand and got the cyllinder of white and brown.
After 5 min
Smokes were filled in my room, i was awaked from the six minutes and i heared the door bell and i shouter "whos this??"
No reply came from outside.
I raised low my white and cream colour blanket down to left. I stood up and opened the door and i found no one.. "fuck..who's the motherfucker disturbed me?" I get into the bathroom, opened my clothes and sat down to bath tub, i found again the 69mm packet of cyllinder, i taken 6 after a while of time. I could see my door opened; of my room and bathroom directly. And i was slept again after half an hour.
I was in dream of my ex, she was with me on the bed holding each other tightly, kissing her badly phone ranged, she recieved and said i've to go i was full on that time with intake of 750ml of AC BLACK.
"where are you going?"
'Hav to go for urgent'
"But where??'
'Dad is calling me'
"Again"
"Fuck you damit, you never stay with me"
She screamed loudly 'its urgent'
"What urgent?"
"You are not going"
My eyes were red and on the hype of temper look.
I could see in front mirrorm. Then my sight went on her naked hips, i pulled her to bed, closer and closer to me but she was in frustration. I licked her waist
"Come baby, dont leave me alone"
'No time boy'
"I'll slap you"
'Better next time dear'
"Dont leave me alone bitch..fuck its out of my mind, everytime i get you you escape"
'Dont abuse'
"I 'll abuse... you are my girl-common 've sex"
'Sex'
"Whats new?"
'You only need me for sex'
I slaped her..
She left me alone... "sony come back"
"Fuck! Fuck!"

I slept on bed thinking only about her.. and i got asleep.

A cold feel, i could feel... water was too cold.
I waked up - lighted the 7th ciggarete. Suddenly a girl with black panty and bra appeared coming near to me, i could not able to saw her face cuz that was under a red mask. She came along with me in tub and first touched my chest ... that touch was extreamly hot. She took my ciggarete and took it. I was still under the effect of AC BLACK. She kissed me underwater and searched for my dick. She made me feel relaxed mah wrist touching her hips opened her pant, then i turned right above her as i opened mah eyes for the next look she was disappeared. And i felt with mah face deep in tub. Half of my vitals were working excet my brain. Thinking power was lost and i heared fire round. Frame by frame i saw myself lefting the tub direct too room. Stuked a black cotton shirt and jeans with a 9mm piston. Police shot at me and i was injured on my leg-left. I came accros my window pane a direct to 2nd floor to ground hype of sands. They thought i escaped.

AFTER 9 HRS

I was in pain and fighting. A black mercedes came nearby me and stopped. I move to car,in rare i saw the same girl who had come to my tub with same red mask.
She looked me and stopped the car. I was drawn to a house door and layed on a soft bed. She injected me and i was asleep.

11:40 pm

I woked up i was treated well. She offered me coffee.
"Who are you?"
'You dont know me'
"Now you 'll say but i know you"
'No...i dont'
'My sister knows you'
"Whose ur sister??"
'Same who came to you in your tub today'
"She's ur sis??"
'Yes'
"Whats your name??"
"Why you saved me??"
'Ashley' 'my name, it does'nt matter to you'
'You are ok now??'
'You can go'
"As you wish ....and thanks for the cure"
I was leaving the room she said wait..
'Whats your name??'
'TJ' - Tom Javier
She cqme closer to me and touched my face.
'Kiss me' she said
"Sorry not this time"
And i left her house

In mid night of 12:05 i was roaming on the road with a quarter of AC BLACK.
Thinking all of my girl..how her disloyality made myself a worm of 69mm. And why she revealed my secrets.

I sat on divder and i felt asleep.

Next morning with rise of low sun.. at 6:00am i lighted the 8th one and went home. Opened the door and lighted the 9th one ... and i saw her on my bed with another guy.. i unlocked the pistol and shooted her... suddenly no one was there.. i was not in my control and get off the cloths and sat into my tub when i lighted the last one.

AFTER 5 MIN

A black bikini girl ...my girlfriend came into my tub and kissed me, my wrist touching her hips opened her panty. And i turned left to get over as i opened my eyes for the next look i found she searched for my lips and kissed me.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

No Reasons to Be Friend

Life just a fucked ass. Everytime i tried to be good, i was kicked back to hell. I may not be the darest evil on earth but inside yes i am a Devil. And its fuck only matters to that all bitch friends, all people ass stubbed with my dick have to cry one day. This is only what the reason today i am afraid of. Getting low and more low day by day.  No path to trace, no space to occupy even no emotional values to cry. My selfmade sins only are destroying me today. No acceptance no interections making me the more worst. I today also remember that i was begun with the virtue of my own goodness but from now this very second of my i am ending myself with the badness and unlucky fucked fate of me. Dont know where i am lost in the world of crowd and where my good friends are left alone in this world.