Aj kuch kehna chahta hai dil. Its 1.28 am, after getting on bed.. i just woke up. I just dont want to sleep. ..no actually i ‘ve watched something heart touching ... that was not any dream. That was not any video. That was my fantasy.. which left a un-imaginable pain in heart. After watching Satyamev Jayte – break the silence , i want to write something. Am feeling too bad for those who struggled child abuse in their chilhood. Its not any new topic m talking on.. but its new feeling now. I can say clearly that after getting a response i was shocked. About 53% of the child is victim of child abuse? How it could be? Families are there to care of child.. relatives are there. How this can happen? And if it happen then why the victim is not able to break the silence? Why? On worldwide basis acording to 2009 women and child development organisation survey its transparent that 17.9 % children are female and 9.7% are male who are sexually abused. In all these about 43% is in africa. Lowest in america 2% and 10% in asian countries. Mostly the 60% abusers are from relatives and family. 30% are neighbour, babysitters and close one. And 10% are others or stranger.. now the question is why? ...i will not talk about the answers... you should find them.. if i answer you, u will be free. Just open youtube and search for Satyameva Jayate episode 2. U ‘ll find all ur answers. www.thefairlove.blogspot.com has a story “I AM NOT WITH ME, CUZ I WAS STOLEN” based on true story. And yeah be clear that m not advertising. Jai hind.

-TJ 

Hamare ghunghroo ki taal par aapki aankhein

                 Hamare ghunghroo ki taal par aapki aankhein

Today is not any special day, its ordinary as u and me. Today i want to write in hindi..

Kya kuch ho jata hai jiski umeed v nahi hoti hai .... magar har chiz agar apne mutaabik hi ho ...to kya fayeda hoga aapke human hone ka? ....actually baat ye hai ki aj kuch hua.... kuch khash nahi ... aj result aaya ... jo ki unexpected tha...

Ek aisa hi unexpected story main aapko aj sunnane ja raha hu.

Kahani hai lucknow k ek chote se 19 saa ke ek raajkumar ki.

Shauk jiska padhai.. aur uske alawa khali waqht me cricket khelna. Bas hum aur aap jaisa hi uski zindagi thi.

Magar jaisa ki har kahani me hota hai ki ... kuch anhoni...wahi yaha yaha v huyi.. ek raat jab usne apne ghar ke chaukhat pe kadam rakha to use ye ehsaas na yhi ki uske ghar me mayiyat ka baandh tut jayega. Baap ek charpayi par leta tha. Maa zamin par safed chadar me. Ghar me ek behen thi jo apne sasural se aayi thi. Uski aankhe namm to ho gayi par wo roya nahi. Paas k ek nadi kinare pathron ko taiyra raha tha aur is trah wo ho gaya zawan.. padhai karne k baad v use kuch khash hassil na ho saka. Usne seher chorne ka faisla kiya. Zab bade seher kolkata me pahucha to uski zindagi hi badal gayi thi khane ko khana nahi tha aur pine ko paani nahi. Magar bhot masaaqakt k baad use apne padhai ka koi fayeda mila. Use ek office me 10 hazar ki naukari lag gayi. 2 saal baad uska baap guzar gaya par wo antim sanskaar k liye na ja paya.

Akele rehne ke baad use ye lagne laga tha ki use koi apni zindagi me chahiye. Usne baar jana suru kar diya... ab sarab uski pehli pasand bann chuki thi..

Jaisa ki aap jante hai ... hamare blog par bina pyar ki baat huye kaise koi kahani puri hoti hai...

Ek naachne wali ne uska ek din hath pakda aur kaha .. “mujhe kharid lo”

Usne kaha kitne me ? “muft me” ladki ne zawab diya..

Ladke ne inkaar kar diya...

Bheed kuch use bar ki pasand na aayi wo apna bottle le kar bahar  aa gaya... fir uske dimag me us ladki ki chavvi bani ... aur wo itne nashe me tha ki usne wapas ja kar us ladki ko bula liya.

Us raat usne pehli baar sex ki.

Jo ki bhot hadd tak dono ke liye dezirable thi. Ladke ne us raat bhar uske saath ek hi bistar pe guzari. Ladki agle subah us se naam pata puchne lagi. Aur fir...

2 months later ...

Wo ache dost bann chuke the, aur ladki ki saadi hone wali thi.

Agale mahine uski ssadi ka khabar sunn kar wo udas ho gaya.. ladke ko kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya kare. Usne us ladki ko apne dil ki baat bata di. Ladka us ladki se be-inteha pyar karne laga tha. Ladki ne kaha ki use paise ke liye shadi uske baap ne ek rahish khandan ke bete se kar raha hai. (jaisa ki har film me hota hai)

Ladke ne use 50 hazar apne kamayi ke paise ko us ladki ko de diye.. par ladki ke baap ki maang 12 lakh rupaye ki thi. Ladke ne loan le liya. Aur fir dono ne 2 week baad milne ka wada kiya.

6 week baad..

Ladke ne nahi ko 6 week se nahi dekha tha. Use shaq hua ki usne use dhokha diya. Aur ek din..

Ladki wapas aayi usne use 24 lakh rupaye dene ke waade kiye par shadi se inkar kar diya.

Ladke ne mana kiya... ladki ne nahi mana.

Agle subah ladkne ne khudkhusi karne ka jhuta khat uske naam pahucha diya, aur lucknow chala gay, ladki khub royi.. khoob royi...

Usne 24 lakh rupaye uske naam se anath asram me daal diya.. ladki ne ladke ko ek din lucknow me khoj liya.

Ladke ne apni aankhein ek accident me gawa diya.. aur aaj lucknow ki galiyon me sher-o-shayri aur gana gaya karta hai aur ladki khojte khojte us ladke ko usi ke gaano par mujra is chah aur aash me karti hai ki ek din wo uske aankhon ka ilaaz karwa payegi....