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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Why i am crying?

Aj ka din ek ajib aur garib din hai,
fir is pyar k guru ko ek breakup sun na pada, jis se ise khud chot lagi hai..
Chut gya sath,
khatm mulaqat..
Talashenge dono premi kisi dusre premi ka hath..

Matter's does'nt matter, its al situations which matter's...

Live life to be a lover, love life to being human!

Cry from heart does'nt needs tear's..
Bt it does'nt means that it is not wet in love..!

Why a person breakup?
Its an easy answer's for today's genration lover, bt no ans. Is correct..
Well a person inside me like's her.
Bt the anonther one wants her happiness..
Who loves her truely , i dnt knw.. Bt i knw that , heart always cry.. In happiness and bad times also.
Bt for fair love. .everything sud be fair.. This word fair too! And me too!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Jelous is inside Me.. Yes, i m jelous!

Jalta hu mai..
Ha, jalta hu mai,
dekh k tmhe khus..
Khud se ye kehta hu mai..
Tmhari khusi mujhse nahi dekhi jati,
isliye Angaro pe chalta hu mai..
Jalta hu mai,
ha, jalta hu mai.
Kya mera kasur hai?
Kyo tu mujhse itna door hai?
Har sitam ko sirf kya mai hi sahu?
Dekh k v kya mai chup rahu?
Kya ho tm mere liye jo is lapat me mai jal rha hu.?
Kya chiz ho tm jise pane k liye pal pal mai mar rha hu?
Kya koi dushmani hai mujhe tumse jo pal pal mai mar raha hu?
Jal raha hu mai,
ha jal rha hu..
Tujhe khus dekh kar mai jal raha hu..

Love in Faith!

Faith is the word for the 'trust' and trust is the word for 'faith'.
Complementry words does'nt means love..
Love means disimilarities in similarities.
No.. I m nt confusing u.
The better optn for understanding dis u should read dis story.
Once there was a lover.
Boy was of 17 and gal was of 16.
Gal was interested in dance. And boy was a footbal player. They both meeted at a restaurant. They both ordered for a lopster. Dis was the first likeable things in both..
They asked some casual question from each other. They founds Too much similarites in them. Bt at passion ,both hav difrent opinion.. One dance and another football..
Dis disimilaries makes them to come closer and closer..
Faith.. Faith can be only found in dismilarites or in variations .the total concept of dis faith lies on the ideas and experience of variation.
U might hav experienced ur first faith in ur hurts.. No. Its true, the person who had hurted u wast the firts faith experienciable man or woman.
So faith comes from disimilarities and faith is correspondence to love. So
variations and dislikes can also creates a feeling of love... So the fair loves today comes from dislikes, . . . . . . . . . . . .

Sunday, March 13, 2011

She is Mine.... I can't forget her..!!

Today night is like somewhat emotional night..
I am alone now a days, no cals, no frnds, no sms'es..
And ..no masti..
Her rememberence is in my eyes.. Her smile., yes her smile is unforgoteble for me..
'Her one smile can mend me from million's of pieces- and her one drop of tear can broke me into uncountable pieces'
i m not crying.. Just.. Just.. A internal lover inside me for her is crying.. My heart is not in my controls.. Dis wrriting is all work of that lover..
One internal voice is comming that.. U plz get her ..plz maker her urs..plz for me.. -by my heart.
Bt at same time my physical mind knws that.. She has gone nw so far.. That u cant ..
Bt i will..
Ya oneday . . . . I will..
In hope of Fair love..
Why whom what when how ...
I have no ans. R8 nw,
may i blessed by god..
May i get her....?
Or
The End? (positively Not)

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Because, Today I am Not Alone ...!

My hearts cry,
my blood pains,
my thinking burst..
When my own clam.
Why they do dis?
Why they do dis..
Is they r the same whom i had missed?
Why i comptete?
Why i lost?
What i lost..
R they Mean?
Is m a looser?

Then my internal spirit wakeup and said..

Leave them,
u wil b in heaven..
U hav to do,
they r just shoe..
Why u r wasting your time with them?
R u nt ashamed?
What u wil do with that type of fellow..?
Take ur path..
Decide ur target..
And say ur Labour 'hello'
ur labour is ur friend..
Ur thinking is ur way..
U sud find ur relevent and make ur own way..
Why u r afraid of the work?
U hav to fly on these jerk..
Wish u all the best,
i m wid u..
Dis is ur Spirit...

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

How long u can run?

A man from his birth only gone keep trying til his last breath , but for what? Only 4 families and world, because in dis he finds his own happiness.. And for this he can do anything , any wrong thing also...
Bt what about our's love, love 4 that loveable person whom we like'd?
Its not a question..
Its nt inspiration..
Its nt the situation..
Its a feeling.. Yes the best feeling in you.... How far you can run.. 4 her or his happiness its matter the bigger one.' anyway , decide urself.. Bt remember one thing that ,one can only run to the last lap that who knw the fair love..

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Turn over -Hope for a good Future

Leaving all memories back for sometimes nw i wants to start a life of routine, bt i never folowed any routine.. Bt i wil try my best to folow frm today only..
The extent whenever the talks raise for Love' my words will.. Wait for the right moment, this lover can wait.... M nw going to sleep , its 1.15am night, so . . . .time to say bye...
Hum hai rahi pyar k fir milenge chalte chalte..! Aur is ansu ko waste mat kijiye . . .bhot kimti hai... .as a Fair lover i said dis.. Hah..bye

My love in dav

I fell 1st time in Love in cls 8th, and liked same girl in cls 6th only..
Love mujhe ek bar hua hai, like maine 3 bar kiya hai.. 1st as above mentioned, and that was my that fair love for which i undrstood the meaning of Love. The Fair Love, and insipring from her dis is here due to and for , and by her.. In real by her love..
I was in her fair love, this is nt true, bt nt false also... . She is amazed one' no words, no ..no writing power, i can't write anything about her, my feelings you can easily see in my poems nd story. Bt nt through my writting and words.. Vurvaly..(by mouth)
my 2nd like was in 11th, and 3rd one was in . . May be is now, no its beter to be was, til today.. Upto 5th march 2011.

My best dav frnds

First friend..
Ankit raj, amit mandal, bhanu, jeet, nisha, sujata(i think she was in dav), saket, tinku, saurav sinha as dutiye, saurav gaurav, amit, sashank, atul, abhishek, drj as dheeraj and kd as rohit.....
Ye sabhi mere liye Dav k khas se v khas hain.

My dav teachers

Mr/Mrs : frm my first eyes bibha ma'am. My hindi cls teacher in cls 2.
Manshi ma'am in cls 3, aruna miss in 4, bhushan sir in 5, shalini paul in 6, a k tiwari (sanskrit teacher) in 7th, narayan sir in 8th, pk ghosh in 9th, ashish chowbey in 10th , mr. Rk pd, in 11th ...

Dav Public School Koyla Nagar Dhanbad, Jharkhand in India

My school, Dav, Dayanand anglo vaidic, ek arya samaj ko man ne wali ek sanshtha hai jise mahatma hansraj ne pahle khoja tha.. Jyada badi history to nahi janta mai magar iski ek khoobi mujhe zindgi bhar yad rahegi wo hai iska ground, yes, mujhe is skul ka ground bhot pasand hai, ya maine kai clsses bunk mari hai, kai chapters na padhne k dar se yaha aram farmaya hai aur barish , tapti dhoop aur thand me maine yaha khela v hai, avi tak jo mujhe yad hai mai yaha par cls 2 k admn k liye pehli bar apne papa ki scooter par piche baith kar aya tha aur us din mai white colour ki kurta payjama pehen rakha tha, mujhe yad hai ki maine rashta bakhoobi yad rakhne ki koshis ki thi aur maine use tv centre k bad se left right left rg8 kar k yad kiya tha aur apni bhen ko us skul k bare me bataya tha, mujhe pehli bar yad hai jb maine waha admn k liye entrence exam dene gya tha, bibha ma'am waha gaurding pe thi. Aur maine apna paper lagvag khatm kar diya tha aur marks jod rha tha mujhe bakhubi yad hai maine 66 marks jode the. Aur mere mann me ye dar tha ki mujhe to 90 above lana hoga is test ko pas karne k liye..
Last incident..
Farewel of 2010-2011 batch, hamne bhot masti kiya tha !
Bhot bate iske beech me hai kavi awsar mila to zarur share karunga.. Bye!

My experience of Love in school Life

Aj hai pyar,
kal hoga ikrar..
Bate fir hongi, aur hogi takrar..
Everything is Fair in Love and War !
My experience of Love..
Revealing part 1
my friends, my world, my love..
Everything in school.. Ab ye to koi b kahega ki jis school me jisne cls 2 se 11th tak padha ho use us skul k bare me sab kuch pata hoga aur uski jawani tak wo waha apni adhi bachpan guzari hogi, ji hai jaise jaise maine hosh sambhala mai us divya vidyalay k us androoni raunak ko pehchane lag gya jiske basis par hi one child can become a sucessful person in his life.. Mujhe is skul se itna experience hua hai ki shayad mai apne antim sansho tak v bolna suru karu to khatm nai hoga, mai wo har bat ko agle post me vishtarurwak hindi aur arya samajik shaydhanto par likhne ja rha hu, magar before tha i would like to mention one important thing about my frnds , teacher and love. I wil explain each under seprates title.. NOTHING IS THERE WHICH I NOT LEARnt in my school..!

A big decision-

My life is now turning to an another road, erasing of those back2back flashes is nt possible for me, ya bt i can enjoy that remember in my future life... Today 5th march 2010, m trying to forget that all memories for which i m what i feel today , and also i knw that i wil be more harder to think abt dis desison after my job.. Bt dis tym i feeling loneliness.
Truth not always lies after false..
Sometimes everybody favours the truth.
When sometimes i think about my past life , i feel some moments and a unlikely way of responding my feelings..
What is dis.. Why dis happens ? Kyo koi apni parchai se itna pyar karne lag jata hai ki use wo us andheri sunshan rato k us banjar khet se nikalte hue rashto par v chanda k roshni me dhundta hai. . .kya yehi soch kar ki aj wo utna hi dukhi hai jitna ki khus wo piche apne past me tha ? Nahi.. Ye nahi hai, sach bat ka to mujhe v nai pata, bt mai itna zarur janta hu ki insan apni khusi k liye rota hai hasta hai banta hai bigata hai. . . . .aur jo hame ek sath bandhe rakhti hai wo hai pyar, the fair love, jiske hone se hamari puri duniya badal jati hai, maine apne is skul k safar me bs itna hi galat fahmy jana ki skuls bhot bekar hote hai, magr jb sachai samne ayi to mujhe ye bolte hue jalan ho rahi hai ab ki skul itne ache aur ...itne ache hote hai ki bs mere pas koi word nai hai bayan karne ko, mai chahta hu ki kash mujhe un dosto, teacher aur skul k sbhi logo se utna hi pyar aur sneh mile jitna ki mujhe mere skul lyf me mila..... Sach pucho to bhot muskil hai ise bhulana, no words !

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

LOVE- Not Less than just a Word, Not More than just a Wish

Itni siddat se maine tumhe pane ki koshis ki hai ki puri qayanat ne mujhe tumse milane ki sazis ki hai..
Hum kisi ko apni lyf me chahte hai.
Kisi ko chahna.. Ye galat bat nahi hai, galat ye ki ki use na batana.
Hamara samaz, hamari soch pe nirvar hai, socho to sab sahi na socho to sab galat!
Today The Word Love' is nt suitable 4 every lyk' b,coz of some bad people.. Nd sm also b,coz f sm hypocrates people, they knw what is true, stil they r saying that false..
Nd wrong.
The Love is not only a word bt, it is whole universe, every thing can be described through love' and on its base.
Nt only describe, we can do anything in dis world.. To some extent with ease.
This is the power of love'
bt 4 only small wishes Love is there' in our day 2 day life, which is only giving us the feeling of goodness and a feel moment 4 them whom we love most in dis world,
nt only bf nd gf'
our's ma pa , sis bro, granpa granma, and even our pets'
"a simple wish is love, and fulfiling the wish is expressing it.."
most considerable nd spl in Love, Trust is der. TRUST in someone can do anything..
Trust is the second word 4 Fair Love...