Making carols of mah eve..

21st May, 2011, 22:40
what to say, i dont knw,
yeah one thing i wil spl'y say abt me 1st time.. Apperantly.. That Hakunn Mattata..
Love ? No, no word like love.. And not even the Meaning.. Chilling myself and saying everything is okay.. And may will be.. So.. Bye.. Tommorow is mah b'day, and i will be of 17th.. And.. Mah wish may be fulfilled.. In fair manner..

Rains is your smell.. ...and i can Feel it.. .... ; Yes its you..

June 17th, 2011, 23.30..
Its raining..
Raining harshly.. Mah balcony is full of cold air and noises can be heared...
M going in silence of night.. Darkness is getting closer, dogs r barking.. Drops sounds like payal of her.. Cham cham , cham cham..

Is ret bhare samundr ko to dekho .. Jaise koi pani hi na thi..
Is banzar zami ko to dekho .. Jaise pani yaha kavi tehri hi na thi..
Is sukhe kuye ko to dekho.. Pyasha v na bhatakta h ab, is machali ko to dekho.. Ayishna hi chor diya.. Ayishna hi chor diya...

Rat ki is nakshe par tmhari kadmo k chanchanahat ko pehchane ki koshish karta hu jo barish k rimjhim rumjhum geet se mel khate hai, tmhari us hasi ko baya karna chahta hu jo ek musafir akeli rat me khwab dekhta hai subah ki kirno ka.. Us hawao ki taal par hilte patto ki trah mai hilta hu tmhare har ek awaz se, zalta hu mai tmhare har us baat se jo aj v mujhe yad hai.. Par tujhe sayad nahi, sayad nahi..

Meri tammana.. Khwahis to bhot kuch hai magar .. Kuch khas v nahi siwaye tmhare... Pata nahi aisa kyo lagta hai ki koi aur tmhare zagah hoti to mai kya karta , magar bat yaha khatm nahi hoti.. Ye to us ananat kaal tak jati hai zaha tak shayad roshni v na jati ho... Agar hamari taqdir me tm nahi to kon h? Aur agar hai to kaha ?..
Pehli to laga ha tm hi ho, fir ek ladki ayi, ab kya? ..mujhe nahi lagta D hai, islis ..ye ab kn wo R ? . . ,.heheha nahi nahi, wo to bs ek bahana hai apko mujhe chidhane ka..

Dosto ne kaha S chod do,
D ne kaha dosto ko chod do.. Ab ap kya bolte hai mai duniya chod du?..
Nahi ye ko Dev das ka dialoug nahi hai. Ye hai apni vishwas , wo vishwas aur determination jo janti hai ha tm ho tm hi ho..

Pani ki tashveer ho tm,
bharat ki kashmir ho tm..
Khuda k rup me insaan
aur meri zindgi k liye noor ho tm...

Barish ne mujhe tmhari yad dilayi.. Likhne pe mazboor kiya.....
Kal subah hi ab ye barish chutegi.. . . ..
Bye..

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Lafzo ko tere sanjo kar... , Main kuch kehta hu..

Sapno k chav me,
pariyon k kisi gaon me..
Tashveer k rango se lekar pahado ki fizao tak..
Teri khusbu meri ruh me samati hai.. Meri dhadkan to nahi.. Par sansho ko thamati hai..
Ankho se nikla aansu zami par gir k badnaam ho jaye,
ankho sd nikala aansu zami par gir k badnaam ho jaye.. Ye hamari khwahis na thi, par apke husn k aage ye kurbani v ek kahani si ho gyi.. Dil par khana chot ek zindgani si ho gyi, bakiyo ka to pata na chala bs apni kahani purani si ho gyi..
Kinaro ko to nadi se v ham jo dete h, par hamare hi dil ko hmse kya berukhi ho gyi?
Lafz ko tumhare sanjo kar hamne ek fashana likha.. Wo v allah ki kitab me raakh ho gyi..
Jaan pe hamari apki hasi bandhi jisne use hathkadi ho gyi..
Sukrguzar hai apke hm jo itne sitam diye baki to sb mazak hai.. Lafzo ko sanjona to band nahi kar sake bs apni juban hi band kr dali hamne..
Allah ki razamandi ko v dekhiye zara..
Allah ki razamandi ko v dekhiye zara... Ham aye unke pas to kubul v na hua.. Kubul v na hua.....