Shuruaat khatarnaak hai

Shuruaat..... bhot khatarnaak hai... thos word is somthing like life enemy in life and for life. but as we all know to do something we need to start that thing.
kuch aisa hi hota hai dhai achar ka shabd 'pyar' 'love' magar jab baat ati hai shuru karne ki to dhadkane ruk jati hai, shashein tham jati hai
, zahan tham jata hai, memory loss hone lagti hai, chaand bada ho jata hai, neend nai aati hai, bukhar bada acha lagta hai.
daan ek pyar me badal jati hai. attitude zawan ho jata hai. but being an adult from a child is not that much easier thing.
ek chiz mai batana chahunga ki.. aj mai bhot emotional shayad na lag rha hu... bt mera dil aj hai...... kahin na kahin ye
dimag hai jo kabu kiye hue hai bhavnaon me behne se. magar kab tak? sawal shayad kab tak ka hota to maaan sakte the ki
kuch dino ya mahino ki baat hai. magar ji meri mane to ye mahino ya dino ki baat nahi hoti... bola jaye to ye wo aag ka dariya hai... jise bus doob k jana hai
.shayad kisi ne sach hi kaha hai.. pyar kisi war see kam nahi... par kuch ne ye v kaha hai ki pyar ho to war sayad nahi honge. han sach hai.
aj ki is shard raat mai agar ye 12.39 am par ye likh raha hun to shayad iske piche kahin na kahin kisi ki +ve enrgy hai. kisi k
zazbaat hai. khayal hai. magar aj us zazbaat aur khayal ki baat mai nahi karne wala. aj mood nahi.
kisi ek zamane me mai apko le ja raha hu agar apki izazat ho to. ...
about in 1900 and after there was a man he was too much atracted of his horse.
wo ek samandar kinare rehta tha. roz subeh subeh karib 5 baje wo ghudsawari ko jata. har roz use us kinare apr koi nahi milta
ek raat usne bina ghadi dekhe apni ghudswari ko nikal pada. waqht ho rha tha 2 baj k 20 min k karib. ghde ko jab wo har baar tez karne ki koshis karta to ghoda so jata
. us admi ko pata ho na ho. us ghode ko ye zarur pata rha hoga ki ye waqht uske malik k ghudsawari ka nahi hai.. wo admi us ghode se pareshaaan ho kar ghode se utar gya.
utarne k baad hi usne ek tez chamak dekhi. fir wo chamak gayab bhi ho gyi.... usne us ghatna par jyada dhyan nahi diya. magar us chamak k piche se ek hasin khubsurat mahila
ayi. usne ek acchi laal rang ka lehanga pene rakha tha. aur kuch khojte khojte us admi se ja puchi... ''apne kahi ek kale rang ka
tota dekha hai kya?'' admi ne kaha ''nahi... par kya kaale rang ka v koi tota hota hai bhala?'' us mahila ne kaha ''han.. '' fir kaha ''apne kabhi nahi dekha kya?''
admi ne kaha ''nahi'' is do shabd k baad unme tamam baatien hui jo unke har ek khushi ya nakhushi ko bayan karne k liye kafi thi. bhot batien hui... dono ne ye tak puch liya ki
apko agar mujhse sadi karni hui to kya ap karenge? ladke ka jabab tha ''han'' aur ladki ka ''sochungi.... kal batati hu''

pyar ki baton me mai batana bhul gya ki apko merry christmas. apka vishwash apke pyaar ko amar banye rakhe. -tj

kya apko lagta hai ladki ne kya kaha hoga agle din?
han?
nahi?
ya .....

mai batata hu,
agle subah jab wo 5 baje utha aur us kinare par gya to use waha koi na mila. use kuch ser k liye pata nahi chala ki wo avi tak ayi kyo nahi
magar use kaha pata tha ki pichle din to wo 2 baje hi waha pahucha tha. agle dn wo fir 5 baje gya.. eh din hardin wo 5 baje jata gya.
ek raat jab admi so raha tha tb ghode k paas wahi roshni ayi jo us waqht waha kinare par ghode ne dekha tha aur us admi ne nahi. ghode ko chalne ka isara karte hue .. wo roshni use
us samandar k paas le gyi. aur waha khadi us ladki ne kaha ''mujhe pata tha tmhar malik nahi ayega. isliye tmhe bulaya hai
ye le jao aur apne malik ko de dena.''
agle subah jab admi kinare par 5 bje jane ki tayari kar rha tha tabhi ghode ne use wo chitthi jo us ladki ne ghode ko diya tha de diya
. admi ne wo padha ... usme likha tha ''Shuruaat..... bhot khatarnaak hai... mai shayad han keh deti -agar tm aa jate.''
aur niche likha tha -pyar

that women was no one else but love. love gave that person the chance to win her but that was his fault that he not went at right time.
waqht ki us karbat ne ek mulakaat na hone di. ek jawab ko badal kar rakh diya , aur sath hi me badal daali us admi ki duniya.
sacha pyar kaha gumm ho jata hai. aur hum use kaha dhoondte hai..
hamari achayi to mayne rakhti hi hai... par us se jyada mayne rakhti hai soch. hum kaisa sochte hai , samjhte hai... saari baatein.

"Gunaah mera ..,
saza unka.. ,
bewafai meri ..
aur maut unka.

zameer meri aur ..
kafan unka..
dastur mere..
zahan unka...
raakh meri..
aur aag unka!"
allah hafiz..
-TJ

dil... aj udas hai..

...waqht ki faanshi aa gyi... meri barbadi aa gayi...!
jhul rha tha zis fande k sahare ajtak, wo sahara v maut le ja gayi!

Kaafi Nahi Aj ki Ye Zalan... Mujhe aur Zalne Do..!

Aj ki raat fir andheri hai,

chand to hai par kambakhat chandni akeli hai.

isi raat se hai mujhe pyaar,

jo maano mujh par hi ho meherbaan..

waqt ki zanzir ne ise baarah ghanto ke liye baandha.. aur mai zindgi is'se baandh aya hun..

Sath hai ek aur Mehfil ki raunak.. sang hai ek aur hasin khubsurat..

jalti hai wo ..bujhti hai wo.. jaane kahan kahan mujhe chumbti hai wo..

inshah allah khair hai is shabbab ka ki khatm na hoti maut k intejar par..

raakh hai jab tak is laali par ..baat hai tab tab iski sawri par.

berukhi ise pasand nahi.. fir v bewafai na karti hai.. us se bhali to ye hai jo dur ho kar judai na sehti hai..

pyaar ki ek dor is halke hawa ki zhokhe hi kavi toda karte hai.. par wo to bewaqt hi tod jati hai..

magar raat jaise hoti hai bewafa ye v hame chor jati hai.

raat ki rani badi shayani botal ki kahani suniye ab meri jubani... kehta hai ye sharabi aj is shabbab ko yaad kar k,

rehta tha dil me mere v koi ..ek khash ban k.

na rakh sake unhe der tak sambhal k apne is madhusaala me baki sab hua barbaad isi haala me.

dhalti hai raat ..

subah hone ko rehta hai..

mann ek aur raakh girane ko kehta hai..

wapis aa jaati hai unglion me fir ek mehbooba...

sanam ko kaise chore yaroon? wo hai meri dilruba... laali si roshni suraj k ugne se v nirala hai.. aur jab ant ho jata hai is laali ka to fir ek jalana hai...

kyonki jab v mai hila hu apne is nark se zindagi me ... aakhirkaar isne hi sambhala hai.. isne hi sambhala hai....................!

kaafi nahi aj ka ye zalna..... kavi mujhe v jalne do !

-TJ

Emotions Can never be the suspect for any reason .. it is just of itself and by it!

As LONG as i see you in my past you were my friend. and today the world around me has changed.. when i want my soul back inside me i 've been lost! one of my friend was from islam religion. he was once going to his home for watching his family and got arrested by FBI's ..... he was treaten very badly.. becuz he was suspected for the terrorist attack! he had written a poem against the freak behaviour of FBI's with him. Zazbaton ki Na to Umeed Rahi, aur Na hi Meri Insaniyat. har pal main kuch kehta hun, har pal mai behta hun.. koi sune tab mai zuban v kholu.. kuch kahun us se pehle koi paas to aao.. , har ummeed ki ek gazal banta hun... mai aj kuch kehta hu kal kuch aur kehta hun. insan mujhe samjhe nahi .. janvar mai tha kavi nahi.. har yaad ke sath mai ab mit'ta hun... shakhs khota hun mai.. ab har roz apni sakhs khota hun. mera dharm , meri pehchan nahi hai.. pehcahano mujhe mere zazbat se .. par afsos ab zazbaat v nahi! kho chuka hun mai apna astiva .. ab muje zine ka koi adhikaar nahi... itna rehem kar diya to ek aur rehem sahi... fashi de do muje.. zindagi k lamho la talvaar nahi..! ek har raat jab kisi din aati hai.. darr rehta kahi aj fir koi roshni mujh par na gire..! zami ki shason me zina nahi mujhe, saansh lena zindgi to nahi hai... par maut k paas ana v meri kismat me nahi hai. rukh mudega zindagi ka mera.. .. ha mdhega!! hope what the man is saying... u all are understanding! -TJ

I Will Laugh.. Always n Always!

I am the greatest laughter of the World.. YES I AM, cuz i laugh on MyselF.. Cuz m the greatest.
World arround Me dnt alow me laugh at anyone bt in the hell heaven of dis Earth i laugh.... I go against my wish Desire.. Of nt laughing sometimes on Myself. .

World is full of happiness, nd sorrow.. Many people lives their life for being happy.. Nd many to give happiness, m also for giving happiness, nd also for living in Sorrow of other's. . .ah, god rain started.. Its 1.38 am of 17th sept. 2011, nd m writting dis after listening nd thinking a record of my bro luv words, sry i dnt have the permisn to hear al those, bt as a luv guru, i can do. . . . . .umm.. Yeah shes.. Gud at talk bt dnt knw reality, nyway, m talking abt my frnds.. They al r happy with their mates nd m Alone.. Living life fr other's nd sm little part of it for Myself MEe too.. Is it like that. . .that whenever i think abt D , rain starts! . . . .nah. . . .i dnt thnk so bt i knw so, even for a while i m cnfusd too.... It will be my plesure if i success in my work.. I 'll assume that my life nt gone waste if i coME in anyone use....
.ah
ah.. .again tears in mah eyes.. Go yar, dnt knw what they want to say. . . .smile on my facing is...... Suppresing my Emo..
Ah. . .gud nyt

Oh god what do u want?

when it was raining, I was writting..
When i ws writting the post 'm sorry' then after rembering D, and while i was praying for her rain get started.. Exactly at 2.01am 8th sept 2011
what god wants? Whats he's trying to say.. M cnfused god.. Plz help me. I really Need ur help god.. Plz help me.. Help me D..