Emotions Can never be the suspect for any reason .. it is just of itself and by it!

As LONG as i see you in my past you were my friend. and today the world around me has changed.. when i want my soul back inside me i 've been lost! one of my friend was from islam religion. he was once going to his home for watching his family and got arrested by FBI's ..... he was treaten very badly.. becuz he was suspected for the terrorist attack! he had written a poem against the freak behaviour of FBI's with him. Zazbaton ki Na to Umeed Rahi, aur Na hi Meri Insaniyat. har pal main kuch kehta hun, har pal mai behta hun.. koi sune tab mai zuban v kholu.. kuch kahun us se pehle koi paas to aao.. , har ummeed ki ek gazal banta hun... mai aj kuch kehta hu kal kuch aur kehta hun. insan mujhe samjhe nahi .. janvar mai tha kavi nahi.. har yaad ke sath mai ab mit'ta hun... shakhs khota hun mai.. ab har roz apni sakhs khota hun. mera dharm , meri pehchan nahi hai.. pehcahano mujhe mere zazbat se .. par afsos ab zazbaat v nahi! kho chuka hun mai apna astiva .. ab muje zine ka koi adhikaar nahi... itna rehem kar diya to ek aur rehem sahi... fashi de do muje.. zindagi k lamho la talvaar nahi..! ek har raat jab kisi din aati hai.. darr rehta kahi aj fir koi roshni mujh par na gire..! zami ki shason me zina nahi mujhe, saansh lena zindgi to nahi hai... par maut k paas ana v meri kismat me nahi hai. rukh mudega zindagi ka mera.. .. ha mdhega!! hope what the man is saying... u all are understanding! -TJ