5th sept, 2011
6.47am
One of the Fantastic true desire of mine is fullfilled bt in dream. Yesterday i was feeling so bad so bad, jaise ki meri atma mujh se nikal gayi ho, my soul even were nt believing in me.. Yes i was alone yesterday.. I tried to put on the book to study bt i fails.. Abt 11.02 i was listening to akon new album Konkrete.. Nd i got slept .. 1.15am again i woked up.. And that time i was again feeling too bad.. I 've written a poem related my sorrow in Fb status. . Abt 1.30 i again slept.. After that everything favour's me nd i dreamt abt her, i was abt to call her in my dream, i tried bt no one recieved.. After sometimes she calls back.. When i was nt there.. I came home my sis said.. She 'll call again.. My sis told her that this is Abhishek phone no., i think she had understood everything by that call 'bt might 've some confusion.. After that she calls ..i attended and said hello.. She said hello Abhishek.. That time my heart was off of rythm of bicuspeed and tricuspeed. Then i tried to spoke something bt my mind had nthng that time then she told me directly that a boy of 12 c were telling her that 'she 'll be s_kha boyfriend?' i asked, who said.. She said ur friends only.. ' after that i got a internal happiness which had no sorrow, no any problem, no pain, after that no dizire...... And after that she said say na smthng.. Bt i had nthng to say that time . . .i said , then she started singing a song.. I dnt remember what was that song bt i felt like heaven.. It was my one of the true dizirable ..dream.
After that's phone cuts..
Then i said al these to my frnds..
If i look to the event done , everything will be clear..
Mere har sapne me uske ane ka kya matlb hai? Jb jb bhulna chahta hu kisi karan se wo same ho jati hai, us din school k stage pe, fir ek din sapne me, fir us din car me road par, fir ek din k.n me.. Aur fir aj .. Nai, aj kuch alag hua, pehle sari chize hoti thi jb mai bhulna chahta tha use. Aur aj jb mai sbse akela mehsus kar rha tha tavi uska khwab aya.. These al points smthng.. Bt god plz u have to help me for my decision plz.. I dnt want that her love goes to another man.. Plz god help me.. Help me..... In my fair Love..