My life is now turning to an another road, erasing of those back2back flashes is nt possible for me, ya bt i can enjoy that remember in my future life... Today 5th march 2010, m trying to forget that all memories for which i m what i feel today , and also i knw that i wil be more harder to think abt dis desison after my job.. Bt dis tym i feeling loneliness.
Truth not always lies after false..
Sometimes everybody favours the truth.
When sometimes i think about my past life , i feel some moments and a unlikely way of responding my feelings..
What is dis.. Why dis happens ? Kyo koi apni parchai se itna pyar karne lag jata hai ki use wo us andheri sunshan rato k us banjar khet se nikalte hue rashto par v chanda k roshni me dhundta hai. . .kya yehi soch kar ki aj wo utna hi dukhi hai jitna ki khus wo piche apne past me tha ? Nahi.. Ye nahi hai, sach bat ka to mujhe v nai pata, bt mai itna zarur janta hu ki insan apni khusi k liye rota hai hasta hai banta hai bigata hai. . . . .aur jo hame ek sath bandhe rakhti hai wo hai pyar, the fair love, jiske hone se hamari puri duniya badal jati hai, maine apne is skul k safar me bs itna hi galat fahmy jana ki skuls bhot bekar hote hai, magr jb sachai samne ayi to mujhe ye bolte hue jalan ho rahi hai ab ki skul itne ache aur ...itne ache hote hai ki bs mere pas koi word nai hai bayan karne ko, mai chahta hu ki kash mujhe un dosto, teacher aur skul k sbhi logo se utna hi pyar aur sneh mile jitna ki mujhe mere skul lyf me mila..... Sach pucho to bhot muskil hai ise bhulana, no words !
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