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Friday, August 23, 2024

Fir Sehmi Si Hai Wo...kyo?

Har saal ye mai sochta aaya hu..
Is saal fir mai wahi sochta hu

Insaniyat ke zamin par tiranga hum kab lehrayenge?
Garv se hum kab ye keh payenge ki shiksha ab humne hamare bete ko di hai,
Betiyon ke pairo ki bedi ab hatayenge?

Azad gagan me udne ko unko ab raah dikhayenge.
Kuch aisa kar jayenge ki unko mehfoos aur sashakt mehsoos karwayenge.

Kuch vehsi darinde jo hai hamre samaj me,
Maine socha ki kaun hai wo log..
Jo is kadar darondagi dikhate hai?

Kis soch ka nateeja hai ye ki ye kisi ke zindagi kharab karne aur maarne se nahi katrate hai ?
Abhi ki jo ghatna hai ghati Kolkata ke haspatal me, chahe ho wah kisi Delhi ke kisi bus me!

Bihar ke kisi gaon me, ya manipur ke kisi town me.
Yah soch wah ek uski soch nahi, ya sirf ek sabhi ki soch nahi jiska parinaam aisa bhayawah aata hai.
Yah wo soch hai jo kisi bhi mayene me ladkiyo ya aurato ko bhautikwadi soch ya nich dikahne ke liye jagruk hota hai.

Aapke hi ghar se yah soch panapta hai,
Aur aapke hi ghar tak wah maansik ya bhowtick roop se pahuchta hai...
Aap tak nahi pahuchta to aapke hi samaj me kisi tak pahuchta hai.

Baat sirf ek wah darindagi wali soch ki nahi hai,
Mai baat kar raha hu us soch ki jo wah darindagi wale soch ko falne foolne aur vaastavik roop se ho jane me madad karta hai.

Aur kshama chahunga, kadwa hai magar yah sirf ek soch nahi hai, yah ek laalach hai, jo ki ek bhrast bhi hai aur aatanki bhi.

Kisi bhi aise laachi aur bhrast ko hum sahara de rahe to hum kahi na kahi samjh me reh rahe wo darindagi wale soch ko bhi mehfoos kar rahe hote hai jo kisi na kisi pranali ka galat tarike se istemal kar ke hamare hi samjh me darindagi failata hai.

Aap agar kahi apne matlab ke liye kisi bharst ko rishwat dete hai, aur fir wah aapki surakhsha ke liye kaam nahi karta, aur un darindo ke saath uttha baithta hai to aap apne baccho ko bolte ho ki unse door raho. Bajaye iske ki aap apne jarurat ke waqht me jo bhrastachaariyon ka pet rishwat khila khila ke mota kar rahe ho wo na karo.

Laalach, bhrast buddhi, bhale hi darindagi na failaye, magar sach to yah hai ki in burayiyon ke saaaty darindagi bhi aati hai, aur unko seh milti hai.

Yah sach hai ki kanoon sab ke liye barabar nahi, agar aisa hota to nyaypalika sirf mashoor muddo me dilchaspi na lekar ek aisa pranali banati jisme har kisi ko insaaf mile.


Saturday, October 16, 2021

Ishq wahi purana hai

Hare zard se chaadar ke piche ek muskaan jo dekha tha masjid me,

Wahi muskaan aaj dekhi hai bade ghanton ke peeche mandir me.


Unki bhi aankhein wahi keh rahi thi,

Jo inki aankhon se maine suna hai.

Wo bhi itni hi hame mabrur thi,

Jitne ki ye hamein, aur hum inhe.


Badal jati hai dhoop aur nami kinaro par har mausam me,

Fir wahi dhoop aur nami wapas aati hai baras kar agle sawan me.

Kuch waqht ke liye ek naye mizaaz me kinara hai,

Nayi hai dhoop, garmi, aur zameen pe bicchi chamkeeli ret magar ishq purana hai.


Kuch dhundhla sa hai, baadh aur wo baarish ki andheri raat,

Wo ek kuaan, kuch gaayein, bakriyan, aur kuch fashe logo ki baat.

Mandiro se azaan ki aati awazein aur masjido se dikhti aarti ki lapte,

Na koi dharm, na hi dharmatma, jinko jo mila wahin raha, sab saath dikhte.


Nazar padi fir se us par, hum dono the ek hi chhat par.

Koi dikh na raha tha uske saath, thaki aur bhooki lag rahi thi wo us raat.

Thodi si hi roshni thi, aadha bhi nahi tha chaand.

Paani badh raha tha dhire dhire ek ek haath.


Aisa lag raha tha maano, kabhi na khatm hogi ye baarish,

Doob jayenge sab isme, mar jayenge sabhi is jad me.

Isse pehle ki baaki doobte, hum to doob chuke the.

Paanch saal pehle hi sab is baat ko bhool chuke the.


Mai soch hi raha tha wo saare din jab hum unke saath hote the,

Ek hi aasmaan ke niche, bachpan ki wo jo baat kehte the.

Wo dekhi mujhe ek najar, ro padi unki ankhein bekhabar.

Mai bas dekhta raha unke moti jaise aansu ko, thaam ke fir rakha apni saanson ko.


Bujjili khatm nahi kar paay, na pehle dikhayi thi himmat na hi ab dikhaye,

Annkhein fer li fir se maine ek jhatke me, maano kuch pata hi na ho kya hua pichle kuch lambhon mein.


Kuch hi waqht me fir se peeche chala gaya un toote lambhon mein,

Jab meri ma, unke abbu ke ghar meri shadi ki baat le kar gayi thi.

Us din pure gaon me hamare ghar ki bejatti huyi thi.


Toot gaya hamara rishta us din, mai chala gaya fauj me sarhad par,

Ek bade ghar me taye ho gayi unki shadi,

Nikaah karwa diya gaya unka hame chhal kar.


Magar ab in sab baaton se kya, wo ab beghar hai.

Itne me ek khamba gir gaya mandir ka unki aur,

Mai bhaga unhe bachane jo, kuch logo ne pakad liya.

Log mandir se baadh ke paani me doobte gaye aur marte gaye.


Jane kyo bechani si hone lagi mujhe,

Najre bas dhoondne lagi unhe.

Kahi na dikhi wo mandir ke us paar waha,

Baadh me behte logo aur laasho ko mai ghurta raha.


Thodi subah hone lagi thi,

Magar baarish aur hawayein aur bhi tez chalne lagi thi.

Roshni ke saath andhera is baar khatm na ho raha tha.

Aur door masjid par bhaichaare ka paath bhi!



Paani badhne ke saath logo ka aakrosh bhi badhta ja raha tha,

Aur dharm k adhar par logo ko masjid k upar chadne diya ja raha tha.


Kuch samay baad baarish tham gayi,

Kuch log madad ke liye aaye.

Bhagwan ka maine sukriya kiya, aur baakiyo ko naav par chadhaya.

Hum nikal pade ek dusre gaaon.


Paas se ek naav paar ho rahi thi , 

Dhyan se dekha to unki laas us par rakhi thi.

Jor se mai chillaya aur kood kar us naav par pahucha,

Unko apni baahon me liya, aur ek k baad ek sab yaadein mere aankho ke saamne se paar hone lagi,

Mai ro ro kar unhe jaga raha tha tabhi unki nabz ko maine chua,

Kaafi dheemi thi aur sayad fefdo me paani ghus gaya tha,

Maine paani nikala aur unhe apne ghar le gaya.


Kuch kehti nahi hai wo, sunti sab hai..

Chal nahi paati, hil bhi nahi paati,

Pata nahi wi nafrat karti hai ya mohhabat.

Unki ki majroori hai ya meri sharafat!


Badal jati hai dhoop aur nami kinaro par har mausam me,

Fir wahi dhoop aur nami wapas aati hai baras kar agle sawan me.

Kuch waqht ke liye ek naye mizaaz me kinara hai,

Nayi hai dhoop, garmi, aur zameen pe bicchi chamkeeli ret magar ishq purana hai.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

When My Phone LED Blinks

When my phone LED blinks purple,
Your face comes to mind like wave ripples.
Your smile in bright light softly,
Makes me to miss u more painfully.

I leave all my work behind,
to see your text my sunshine.
All that miserable workspace,
Shines on your name and face.

That figures which irritates me on my PC
has made me lazy that direct blow of AC.
Becomes cozy and romantic,
Your One single text makes me energetic.

That tune of message makes my ear sooth,
Heavy day then becomes smooth.
As i read your text,
Eagerly i wait for the next.

I reply you with all my heart,
Writing less but smart.
I love you too, used to be my answer,
Now i can only miss you.

These text were once a random,
I am in vain now,
Alone in this rain how?
Still thinking how can i be so dumb.

Was that all i have done?
Made you cry since first we met.
Now i try hard not to cry,
Still my eyes comes to wet.

I find a way to text you again,
Even though I was hard, i am in pain.
When my phone LED blinks purple,
Your face comes to mind like wave ripples.

Thursday, January 28, 2016

Life and its Role

We all here living a life , some are with reasons and others yet do not have any. Some of them wants to have a reason but they are afraid of someone who really do not have any concern with any reasons to have with them. I am talking about them who act as negative character in our life. i am only concerned about finding an appropriate reason to live life. living life to fullest is not like taking sunbath on an exotic beach. its about living full with our time , labor, mind, strength and the most important Feelings, one of the important dedication which makes a Living Life Successful in fair means, or a fair love. And that good reason in my sense is helping someone to cheer and completing his dreams like A child may be poor but his dreams is always valid, A poor man may be miserable but his wish to make his family is always valid. For those who didn't find any reason they can do a work , find some poor kid around your locality whom you watch everyday, give him something to read , something to eat, and something to play, and take his snapshot of happiness or his smiling face and keep that photograph always there with you, and watch everyday in night before going to bed. and next day when you again watch or meet that kid observe him/her and now ask yourself when he/she looks good at night when you saw his face on photograph or now. Do it regularly for 1 month, after 1 month i sure you might be with some Reason left to live.

There are many more people and animal on our beautiful earth living with us. there can be a lot of reasons we just have to take a Role for our life and do well in that.  

Monday, June 22, 2015

Dil Ka Rishta

                       Dil Ka Rishta

Zindagi chalte rehne ka naam hai, aur zindagi ke saath chalti hain Saansein. aur jab tak ye saansein chalti hai tab tak chalta hai ye sarir aur hamari soch bhi zinda rehti hai, hum anek wayede karte hain aur bante hai Rishte, jinme se kuch khash hota hai jise kehte hai "Dil Ka Rishta"
hum sabhi ko apne pasand ko chun-ne ka haqq hai, aur unke saath zindagi jine ka bhi,
log mujhse puchte hai ye zindagi ka kya matlab hai..
zindagi to wo dhaara hai jo behti hi rehti hai.. ghulte hai jisme ehsaas , badhti hai meethas, sajte hai kuch sapne, hote hai pure sab armaan, badhti hai ghat-ti hai dooriyan aur ho jata hai pyar,
to fir mujhse pucha.. ye pyar hi zindagi hai?
maine kaha "nahi..." pyar to wo ehsaas hai jo ek boond ke barabar hai is vishal samundar-rupi-zindagi me, yah to wo meethas ki boond hai.. jo pure samundar ko meetha bana deti hai.
to phir usne pucha ki ye zindagi kya hai?
maine muskurate huye kaha, ye zindagi wo jeev ki tarah hai jiske irdh girdh anek vastu hai, aur har din wah jeev tamaam alag alag vastu se milta hai, us milan ke ek samuch srinkhala ko zindagi kehte hai.. !
Dil ka Rishta , bahot hi masoom hota hai, itna masoom ki wah bina kisi ki parvaah kiye ban jata hai, aur bina kisi laalach ke bhi bana rehta hai.. yah to us fool ki tarah hai jo tootne par bhi mehkta hi rehta hai, aur jaha tak iski sugandh jaati hai waha tak yah pyar ke geet gaata hi chala jata hai. ek anokha ehsaah hai ye, jo pyar hi hai, bus ek dooje ke liye jeene ki tammana hai, ek doosre ke vayede ko puri karne ki chahat hai, aur hai ye ek doosre ke saath rehne ki Koshish, jo aksar Safal hi hoti hai.

Monday, March 9, 2015

Abstract Colours Or Relations

                         Abstract Colours
                                                   Or
                                          Relation
                                       
  
7th March
11:04 PM

Maybe one day we all will come together and search for our friendship, but not the friends. And when we will search, we will start with the past events; especially the crazy moments we used to have in our life of Innocent 19’s and Roaring 20’s. We will laugh and make fun but when it will come to remembering the satbacks we will cry and again try to investigate and blame a particular. One thing which we will never leave and forget is taking credits for all good deed we have done, and elaborating our bravery. But the true credits will only go to that person who really comes with  a heroic face in bad and struggling period of time. Someone will also be there who will not let anyone to know what good he has done. One side where some strange person will support and personal will neglect, but these all can only be judged in bad times.

7th March
1:15 pm
‘Is this Vijay Kumar Saw Speaking?’
Vijay –‘yes’
‘i am calling from Central hospital dhanbad’
‘yes’
‘my friend has met an Accident , he requires blood of AB Negative Blood Group, i found your number from here in hospital only’
‘so?’
‘he is urgent in need of blood’
‘... um hmm’
After thinking sometime he finaly said ‘ok ..pick me from matkuria, gurudwara.’
‘ok sir, ok thank you, when we can come?’
‘anytime ...but inform me before coming’
‘ok , fine , i am coming’

A phone call came
‘hello’ he said.
Hello , i replied.
‘pick up all medicines from Prakash Medical and first come to me i will check all’ he said.
‘ok we are coming’ i said.

 At Prakash Medical

‘we don’t have this much money, you have to deliver’ i said, with my friend.
‘ok , fine i am going’ medical seller said.

We ran for the blood doner, before he change his mind we were in thought to bring him. We took help of my friend and reached matkuria. Vijay ji said to come at reliable and finaly we meet.

He was looking like an ordinary middle class working man, he owned a small industry of making Nets for Machinary. He was like a helping man who came to me with a simple mobile handset of Nokia.

He told us about his mother, how his mother was in need of blood and his family members helped her to revive her life.

Human thinking sometimes go positively, if his mother was not helped, then he would not be helping us today.

We went for Central Hospital Directly. I told Abhinav bhaiya mom and his family that doner has come, so meet him with respect. He was first called for blood sample in blood bank and then his blood was tested.
AB Negative, what we were in need. He gave a unit of blood.
We were in plan of giving refreshments to him and most important Respect as much as we could.
I offered him a Bottle of Cold Water but he refused, then i brought him to the Patient for whom he was giving blood. I thought it is Necessary to see once.

Intermediate Ward
3:20 pm

‘he is the patient’ i said.
‘namaskar!’ his Mother joined hand to him.
His elder uncle shook hand
‘how much do u need?’ my friend’s dad asked doner
‘what sin you are telling me to commit ?’ he joined his hand against him, and requested not to say like that, he was feeling very bad about that , he said ‘one human can only help another, if not then who will?’
I drew him from the ward and we left Hospital.
Inbetween our discussion goes on how rare the blood group was in dhanbad and how we searched in ISM.
We dropped him back in Matkuria at his Industry Gate which was black and damaged wall and gates with tin roofs.

We were watching the same road. That was very rough to drive and to watch.

We came back in Hospital at 5.30 pm
One alone mother and a alone son, on bed, with saline and glucose.

When this situation comes to human being, he gets power to tolerate the scenes and pain, for watching and feeling. Her mother was like an experienced one, who was watching and caring for her son alone.
Living with living beings doesn’t means you are not alone!

Here was need of that man, who didn’t want to leave his mother alone for this day.
I felt moisture in my eyes!

Phone rang..
‘where are you? You told that you are going home’ my father said.
‘yes papa i am coming’ i said.

I looked for my another friend who was in Ordinary ward.
And then went for home. But in between..

Steelgate
8:00 PM
‘how much more time ?, i have to leave in two hrs..’ my friend said.
‘ok i will tell uncle to clear bills which is on your name’ i said.
‘and also tell him about what happened today in my shop!’ my another friend said.

We arrived Hospital again, and met uncle.. here we came to know that the blood we got was stored and a slip was given, which was like the redeeming coupon for us, without that slip we were not in position to get out blood for use. This all was making me angry, i was lying from 4:00 pm o’ clock in home about coming, and here a new drama arose. Then we came to know that slip is with the blood bank.
I drew back the attention of bills, cleared every doubts and went to medical shop.
One was cleared, we moved upstairs..
‘we have said all bills will be cleared ..once we match the doc report of medicines used.’ Uncle said.
‘we have given you medicine, we want our money, that’s it.’ Medical shopkeeper said.
‘see..i ve came here to make you clear that whatever the bills is now have to be paid will be the responsibility of this man; as his patient was admit in ICU.’ I said, and added pointing to my friend ‘he should not be now asked for money or any short of payment in future for this case.’
‘ok.. as you wish, i need only my money..whoever gives , thats not my problem.’

He took uncle number and started talking, i stepped down for peeing.
After all i came home.
There are some who thinks helping is involving, and being slave.

Friendship requires true value of trust and no thank u & sorry.
But there was one person who said ‘Sorry’

‘Sorry’ Someone said to Someone

These meaning is not meant for finding meanings.
One thing only which left for finding was the cause of Accident. It becomes very difficult to find answers of this type of questions when you are actually knew the Answers...

Cascading events turns to a disaster, combining all small makes large.
And when the actual color faded..

6th March
Steelgate
11:30 AM

‘my white shirt is gonna have colors everywhere!’ i said.
‘will not leave you’ Neeraj said.
‘he always comes when we abuse him’ Abhinav said.

We were planning for the Best Holi ever, with a lots of Dark colors. We enjoyed biking and travelling in GT Road , by pass, and Bekar bandh.

Bekar Bandh
1:40 PM

‘Happy Holi’ we were randomly saying to every person out there. We played holi with the water available at bandh pond and tubewell. Enjoyed alot directly , we were discussing all our sorrows and happiness of schools , colleges , home .. everything, how day by day relation changes , person changes, colors changes ...

We decided to ride..
Abhinav and Neeraj were on bike, which was in need of Petrol.
We didn’t got there in green view.
We moved to Bank more way crossing Station Road.

On flyover
2:30 PM

‘Play FM atleat’ i said in car with Shashank, Sonu, Saket.
Road were up dug for repairing, black dust were here and there with pots on road, one way road was half way, with divider, we were watching the clear and silent road.
AFTER SOME TIMES

Pulsar stuck with the dumped damaged road
Neeraj was as high 10 feet from the road and bike turned 4 times where in mid Abhinav head met an opened white concrete.
‘oh shit.....’ i yelled, and opened car door.
‘i ran .....’
I was thinking of whom to take first, one side it was Neeraj and another Abhinav bhaiya.. Neeraj was far, i took him.. Saket yelled ‘help someone’ all people who gathered was like stone idol, i moved back one person help to keep him in car and saket bought Neeraj in front of the seat next to driver, i was with the Abhinav head on my lap shouting at shashank to drive.
Sonu took the bike with saket, and shashank drove the car ...
I was shouting at both Neeraj and Abhinav to make him feel alive, as their voice was coming to my ear drums i was focused and again started talking and shouting. I shouted
‘Abhinav bhaiya’ , ‘Shashank fast’
Abhinav blood was on my hand ...Abstract color was painting my white shirt. Shashank bro phoned and told him to go Central Hospital. In 7 to 8 minutes we reached at Central hospital.
Opened car door, pulled stretcher for Abhinav bhaiya, and then brought Neeraj on my Shoulder.
EMERGENCY
CENTRAL HOSPITAL
4:40 PM

‘Somebody see him’ i yelled
Shashank bro came he clotted Abhinav blood with bare hands and cotton, after 15 minutes they treated him, stitched him..
Blood was full in tray, abhinav was trying to get up everytime , in that shashank bro VishalSaw his face half cut from the right nose portion to the middle of the brain which was very Scary.
I was watching him standing on door when he was given the big stitches continuously, the protest by Abhinav was making me scare but i have to watch all ,i stepped in and helped , saket was holding him, i came outside to watch neeraj, he was on bed for more than 45 minutes and no one diagnosis him, my father came scolded nurse and me, my mother and all guardians reached.

It was very difficult to phone at home but i have to anyhow and i did.

8th March
Neeraj is good now , will be discharged soon.
Abhinav bhaiya ko abhi der hai...
Khoon chadhaya ja chukka hai... recover jald hi honge.

Hum jis bhi tarah chot khaye ho, jo bhi samajhte ho, hum sab ek dusre ke liye hai.
Hame jo sabak mila hai , wo hame yaad hai..aur rahega!

We played Holi with Abstract Color but don’t want Relation to be like that.

Friday, January 9, 2015

Maut ya Zihad

Ruk gaya kahi door beh kar

Ruk gaya band Ankhon me jab

Dariya thi laal khoono ka yeh

Par jab dooba tha us paar

Rang na thi itni laal

Yaha fashe sochne laga us baadh ko

Fashe masoom aur kuch jaan ko

Yu to koi yaha kasoorwar na tha

Par hum jaha the,

waha bus intekaam tha

Darr hai unki aankhon me bhi meri tarah

Farq ye ki unhe hai Apni Astitva na banne ki

Aur meri 'hum' se bane rehne ki.

Pyar se darte h wo

Aur hum unki Aatank se

Khoono ki baat itni laal rahi hai

Masoomon ki bali kyo ye sawal rahi hai

Toota jab sitara,

Dua ki maine, waha haara.

Ho sayad unka bhi wahi rang..dikh jaye

Marne ke swapn dekhta mai aj

Na dekha jaha swatantrata  ka khwab

Jo khud ke rang ko na samjhe

Wo kya jane zihad?

Wo kya kare zihad?

Fir se baadh aaya us dariya me

Badh gaya kuch door aage behosi me

Utha to aur gehra tha wo rang laal

Aur mai...

Ab aur na dekhunga marne ka khwab